OUCH

So I had some pretty sharp cramps today. I have no idea what that means.

I'm still here

Hubby and I have been humping like rabbits. No, just kidding. Tried to "get it done" every other day for the last 10 days. We went above and beyond that goal. I don't think it's for lack of sperm that we aren't getting pregnant. I think it's the lack of egg. If only I could get my ovary to co-operate with me. Life would be so good. This past weekend wasn't a week we were on vacation like I thought. That is the weekend of the 26th. I am not going to be peeing on any sticks until my period is late. It just makes me crazy. I have hope for about 0.2 seconds until that single line shows up. It just don't make any sense. Testing early isn't going to make me pregnant. That is my husband's job. :)

I'm Not Going To Be A Freak This Time Around

So last time I was a little spastic with the babymaking. I think my poor husband was dried out (if you know what I mean- ew. I know. Sorry). I'm going to take it easy from now on out. I will make a point to keep track of when I ovulate and try to do the deed around that time. Other than that I am going to have fun and whatever happens happens. I can't make myself insane trying to get pregnant. It's just not good for my mental health.

CD 1

Today is CD 1 of a 30 day cycle. That means I should ovulate around the 14th, which is a weekend we will be on vacation. Yay!

I'm Back!

Not gone for long, I'm back.

Got the all clear to start TTC again.

The games will begin in two weeks.

Fingers crossed!

Pause

Our TTC is on pause. I've been really sick and the doctor put me on a steroid which I should not be taking if I'm pregnant. I'm back on the pill for at least a month or two, which kind of sucks, but kind of doesn't. I feel so much better when I'm on the pill. PCOS really screws me up. So anway, TTC is on pause, but I still have the rest of the year to try so I'm not that upset about it. I'll be back in a month or so.

It's not a suprise

I am fine. I did not expect to get pregnant on the first try. I'm going to use OPKs this cycle to see if I am even ovulating. I'm not sure I am. I'm heavier than I should be, and I think loosing some weight will help, so I'm going to work on that also. We are only going to try until the end of the year. If it doesn't happen by then, I won't be having another baby. My husband will probably get a vasectomy. Truth be told I would be happy if we adopted. I would love to adopt, but with my husband's age I'm not sure we are the greatest candidates for adoption. We also don't have the time to wait for years for a baby. There is also the money factor, and let's face it- we don't have $10,000 for an adoption. I think our only option for another baby is to make it the old fashion way. If it doesn't happen that is something I will just have to come to terms with. For now, I'm just keeping a positive attitude.