I'm not going to lie, I wonder how this is going to feel if it doesn't happen, but I'm surprisingly optimistic. We are not going to try forever. My hubby is getting up there in age and doesn't want to be 70 when our baby graduates. I also lost a fallopian tube during my surgery, so right off the bat our chances are cut in half. I am a very religious person and I truely believe that if we were meant to have a baby, we will have one. If we weren't, we won't. I'm fully prepared to accept either.
But I can't stop myself from thinking, this time next year I'll have a new baby.
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Keep thinking those happy thoughts!!! Being relaxed helps.
If you and I had anymore in common it would be eerie! I only have one fallopian tube, too! I only have my left one~ which one do you have?
Crazy!
I'm a lefty!
CREEPY!
Squee! I'm so excited for you!
OH! It's you!! I'm SO excited to hear that you're TTC!!!! EEEEE that made my day. Anyway, you're right, kids shouldn't even HAVE to grasp the concept of death. We had an emergency staff meeting today (and have another tomorrow) just so we could grieve together, pray, cry, etc... and WE don't understand why it happened, and we definitely don't want to wrap our heads around the fact that the baby won't ever be back at school, so I can only imagine what it will be like for the kids. :(
Awwwwe... I'm so happy that you are thinking that way... Its VERY hard to think that if God wants you to have another baby- it will happen!
Preseed is a nifty little invention :-)
Here's to hoping for a positive test soon!
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