April 9, 2009

I Don't Think I Can Do This

I'm thinking that if it doesn't happen this month it's not going to happen for us. I am a nervous wreck thinking about all the things that can go wrong. I am literally freaking out thinking about it. I don't know that I can do this month after month. I am a nervous wreck. I can't sleep. I hear horror stories (like this) and I just can't help but be afraid. I don't think I can do this. I think I'm loosing my nerve.

1 comment:

Jen said...

I know it can be very intimidating when you're going into a process that doesn't just happen because you want it to. You're going to have your ups and downs while TTC, and even after you get your BFP. You've been so positive, and you've got to maintain some of that positivity even if your BFP doesn't happen for a few months.

I tried to click on your horror story to see whats got you spooked, but it wouldn't let me pull it up.

((hugs)) and I'm pulling for you, my friend...WE CAN DO THIS!!!

Jen